I just wanted to share today that I prayed to God and asked for Repentence from My Sins, To Save Mankind From Itself, The Earth to Be In Good Standing, and to Spare Us Through Loving Sacrifice And Heal The Sick.  As You ALL Know; God Has Done This Many Times.  But Did You Know That The Earth And It's Inhabitants Can Lose Life At Any Given Moment Due To The Environment? It's So Important to Be in THE Likeness of God So That If This World Were About To End That God Would See Us At Judgement Day On The Throne and Say, "Son, Daughter You Are Acceptable and Clean and Worthy."  

  We May Ask Ourselves, "Worthy of What?"  Those Old Biblical Tales of Adam And Eve Had A HUGE PURPOSE.  It Was Us Ourselves Leading Down A Path. But the Planned Outcome Was God Guiding Us To Fulfill Our Own Purpose. Eternal Life With Him.

I Used To Ask God TO Destroy The Wicked and I Thought It Was A Valid Response To The World But Now I Know You Destroy The Wickedness From People By The Way You Carry Yourself To Life In Your Path To Heaven.  

Satan Was In The Garden of Eden deceiving Eve.  Satan was a past angel and this is what I come to describe as the test.  God knows he made us with free will.  The Bible also says we may be unsure of the purpose of an angel or demon.

My thing is, "Satan played us like the strings of a guitar but God allowed us to be tested so that we could grow into the victory of his love and grow God-like into his Kingdom by being clean, acceptable and holy."

So being tried was only a test of our knowledge to follow Goodwill.  And if We Didn't Than God would eventually destroy us for our actions and not fearing his Holiness. 

The Way God Taught Us Allowed Us To Be Acceptable In the World and NO HUMAN HAS THE RIGHT TO CHANGE THIS NO MATTER WHAT STATUS.  

BUT,  GOD DID TEACH US TO BE GOD-LIKE AND REACH TO THE HEAVENS WITH OUR ACHIEVING OF KNOWLEDGE AND CHANGE A DISASTROUS COURSE IN THE ACCORANCE OF AND WITH LIFE.

SO TODAY, SMILE..."SMILE BECAUSE GOD THOUGHT WE WERE WORTHY."

THAT'S WHY THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD IS SO IMPORTANT.  IT SAVES LIVES.

WE CANNOT EXPECT TO END THE EARTH OR CONTROL WICKEDNESS BUT WE CAN COUNT ON EXPELLING THE DEMONS FROM PEOPLE, OUR ENVIRONMENT AND DESTROYING ANYTHING THAT MIGHT DESTROY US.

IT IS A GOD-GIVEN TESTIMONY TO SAVE LIVES. IT'S ALSO A LIFE-WORK AND SHOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED BY THE HUMAN RACE.

GOD & HIS DISCIPLES SAVE!!!

Sad about a beautiful little Russian Girl

There was this beautiful little Russian Girl named Ekaterina that performed in the Olympics!! I'm sad because she reminds me of a beautiful little girl that played the harp when she was a young child internationally. Praying this isn't her and to all the young cinderella's be brave and beautiful! God loves you!!!)

Acoustic Guitar Song: Throw My Demons in Gehenna

This is a song I wrote on a stormy day today!

I always say the storm is inside of Us?

I like to think I trap the demons inside my body and refuse to let them out into the world to disrupt it.

Then I realized when I prayed of God and Zeus to throw them into Gehenna that Gehenna was actually a Biblical Greek Word.

Gehenna means Lake of Fire!

When you feel perplexed by the demons of this world don't let them loose.

Trap them and destroy them.

Just a little fun for today!

I always say the storm is within US!

But Do YOU KNOW? That we are part of Our Environment and that God Looks Upon Our Souls and Settle's the Score For US?

Today is merely creative and factual thinking!

We are tied to the nature of Our Universe and Our Universe Is OUR God!

God is OUR Nature and Our Universe

Look it is in Our Own Universe!

There is Worship in the Universe of Our God.  We are One With Nature!

So Here is My Creative Song to Expel Demons from my Soul and the Universe!!


Throw My Demons in Gehenna..
And throw theirs' in too
Fight Against them Aphrodite
Fight Against them Zeus too
Let the Angels Reign
In the Kingdom of Our Universal God
Let the Rain Fall
As Blessings From Above
May the Heaven's Receive 
The Glory of Our Hearts
Let the Rainbows Shine 
From the Heaven's Up Above
May our Angels Rule Forever
In the Kingdom of the 
Universal God
OUR 1 HEART
OUR UNIVERSAL HEART
Smiles Upon Us....Above

You Never Destroy Nature because You Are Nature
Thus You Are Destroying Yourself

We Are One With the Nature of Our God if Our Universe is Well

Never let a Doctor prescribe medicine that makes you feel bad. We ARE 1 With the Nature of OUR God and Thus...the Holy Spirit Above May Destroy Some Part of them because they semi-partially destroyed YOUR SOUL!

See You ARE 1 With God. He is Your Soul.  That's why abuse should not be tolerated.  Because God CAN recognize it for what it is and destroy it as wickedness from its base.  However, knock the Earth off balance with your medicine our actions or whatever and I promise you God will make you pay! Because...You Are Disrupting the Balance!!!!!

The Story of The Invisible Enemy of the Wolf by Jessica Gerlemann

The Story of The Invisible Enemy of the Wolf

 by: Jessica Gerlemann

 ** In a crowd of people we are all just the form of a wolf. At our worst we are thieves at the back of our enemy. At our best we are an accomplice and aid to the future of our race and that of God's Kingdom.

 -Roxy was working in the field volunteering her time as a policeman. She was working for the International aspects of Peace & Justice. One day she had hopes the world would be a better place. She was a conservationist, a marine biologist, and also an International Policewoman.

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Rockquel was serving in the military in foreign lands as a Sgt. She was overseas and had secured funds to start a family back home with an assumed husband that she would find thanks to Jasmine. She had hopes of 1 day settling with a man and having children of her own.

 -Roxy and Rockquel are two strong and talented girls that become great friends and sisters not quite understanding the significance of their relationship yet. Both police and military.


 Raven- Was a beautiful and tough girl that was thought to be like that of Athena, the War Goddess. She was so skilled that she could achieve anything that she wanted to thanks to her Mom , Mary. Raven did piece-work in a village that was at one time was Greek. She was the toughest- And fought all the time beating up men and going to war. She served both the police and had a friend in Rockquel. They beat up Men together and served their countries.

 Jasmine: Was a Greek Goddess Girl who was also Indian and protected the ways of her wolves. Later saving the Wolf from the enemy. (Wolf-Homeland Security) She believed in many the old ways of 1) the Spirit of the Wolf with early Indian civilization in America and 2) the old Greek ways of civilization such as having a God for all your nature. For Ex: In her addition to the World she: 1)esteemed men of the likes of Zeus 2)Communicates with Zeus as the chief God also named Yahweh in the Bible and makes Godly Sacfrifices in beauty and sex 3)Achieves God's Kingdom through being Aphrodite 4)Teaches other girls how to acquire the Kingdom of God through old Greek ways and modern new roles.
 The Wolf- Daniel: Saves the World by protecting the girls honor as a male dog. When the enemy tries to kidnap Jasmine he trasforms from the Indian Spirit Wolf into a full-bodied and handsomely fit and gregoriously shaped man of architechture. He is a piece and the King of the Chess Table.

Dwayne is the Eagle's Eye in the sky. He is also from the Indian story where he flies and soars the skies both that of an Eagle and also a Snowy Owl. Of both predatory and of Wisdom and Selection to hunt he reserves as the (Diplomatic Security Service.)

 Mark is a sexy family man that sweeps the World with his Wisdom of Christ and his code of family. He tries to acquire Jasmine and feels as if he failed. Whereas Jasmine has a difficult nature of life and just hasn't had the time yet to tend to him yet. When Jasmine is almost kidnapped Mark defends her honor as a family man and realizes that the nature of his choices doomed her to the kidnapping in the first place. So he rights a wrong and rescues her with the Wolf.


(Daniel) The Wolf was hunting through the valley and came to Jasmine's door. Jasmine loves on the pack of wolves. 1 particularly takes to her and constantly comes back for attention. Little did she know that was really an Indian Man of Spirit. Daniel, the wolf, transforms from a wolf into the Spirit of a man. He was a real male who was intricately and gregoriously shaped with beautiful muscle of architechture. He had beautiful pecks, a flat stomach, and always assumed a promising role.

Jasmine looks at him one day and touches his face and traces the muscle of his body.
Daniel says: "Do you like me baby?"
Jasmine says, "Why yes! Why wouldn't I? You're absolutely beautiful."

Jasmine sits in her bed with him. He transforms to a male man. Beastly as he was they make beautiful love. Daniel eats and he joins the pack of wolves again to hunt.

 Roxy is working in the field volunteering her time at the Bay of the Sea. As a marine biologist, she is also the International Policeman and also the World's Most Beautiful Mermaid. She does most of her love as the role of a marine biologist at sea trolling the waters looking for signs of pollution and begins her day working with Mysterious Men but becoming a mermaid and returning to the Seas by night.


 Rockquel is as tough as a female leopard. She serves in the military in foreign lands rebuilding homes in Isreal and doing humanitarianism in Afghanistan. She rebuilds Lebanon and returns to her home in the African Safari as a Black Leopard. She is the Sgt. of her team and simply wants a Male Leopard and some beautiful Leopard babies.


 Roxy meets Rockquel as a black Leopard when she leaves the seas in Lebanon to return to her human work as a marine-biologist.

 Two females- Rockquel: "Hi How Are You?"

Roxy: "I am fine. And You? What do you do for a line of work? Mine is very heavy. I struggle with PTSD and Anxiety. I live a life I can barely manage but the Sea is my Love."


Rockquel: "Mine too! I am Fine Also. My work never ceases to give me a surprise. You never know when you are in for one! ?Yours is a Love for sea? Mine is a Love for Land!!

 Roxy: "Really? What are your goals? My biggest goal is my humanitarianism in my work with men at Sea. Really at night, I return to my loneliness at sea and crave for a life for this World that has been better than our past. And one day as a mermaid or an international worker I hope to see something better!!!

 Rockquel: "Really? I am an American Soldier and a Black Leopard. I'd give anything to have a Sister Like You."

 Roxy: "That's neat. I'd love it if you were my Sister. We can do our humanitarian work together, if you want? And when it is night you can visit me in the Seas of Lebanon when I am a Mermaid.

Rockquel: Maybe I can swim with you at Sea and take a dip as a girl leopard with my cubs one day once I have a family in the African Safari. What are your goals for life? Do you want to settle down? Can I call you Sister? It would make me feel alive if I could call you Sister.

 Roxy: Of Course you can call me Sister. There is nothing more neat! And we can share our love of God, family and Humanitarianism. My main objective of the World is to live, leaving it a better world than it was before. Because dying of it, it would only return to its' primate state. My idea is of deliverance and a better world condition and belief in Higher Order Thinking.

 Rockquel: "That's the perfect way to say how I feel as a girl soldier. It's like all the feline comes out of me and I go right from Couger to Lioness for my work and I'll beat up any man that gets in my way if he is not a lover; nonetheless.

 Roxy: "You know as a mermaid and International Officer I have heard of this Goddess girl named Jasmine. We could both use her in our lives. I've heard she is a Greek and is also has American Indian in her. I heard she prizes herself with Native American Wolves in Greece. She also prizes herself in the nature of God.


Rockquel: "It would be really neat for both of us to accomplish something with her because we are all working towards the objective of raising the Human Race to a Higher Order. I heard she believes in all the old Greek ways and lives in a village in Greece. She esteems herself to men of the likes of Zeus, the Greek God.


Roxy: "I've heard she considers the Greek God Zeus the same to be the main God of the World and also the same one in Hebrew of the Bible states as Yahweh. I also heard her sacrifices were sacrifices made in beauty and sex; as her addition to the World as an Aphrodite. Maybe we can ask her about the Kingdom of God and learn about her Wolf pack that she raises?


 Jasmine and Daniel: Jasmine tells Daniel: "You must go out and find 2 Sisters for me. 1 in which is to be a wife of an unknown male. The other the worker of the Kingdom.

Daniel: "As you wish Jasmine. I will find two glorious women of beauty and of heart.."

Daniel leaves...

 Meanwhile, a girl named Raven, was a beautiful girl bird in the Sky and rode the golden chariots of God as Athena, the War Goddess. In her village, she would beat up any man that challenged her. And thanks to her Mother, Mary. She felt she Could secure her future with God as a War Goddess. Raven's Love as a bird takes a turn when she meets a worker bird of God, an Eagle's Eye and of a Snowy Owl's Wisdom of the Heavens. First, they fought up in the Heavens and then became of it, Dwayne was Raven's Lover.

Dwayne flies the skies of both predatory and of wisdom and selection. After the Raven and Dwayne make love he returns to hunt.

One day Dwayne Hunts and Finds Raven. Raven is Athena and turns into the female war Goddess and smacks Dwayne down.
Dwayne gets back up with his Eagle Eye and Snowy Owl Wings and says, "Geeze Woman! What was that for??"

Raven: "That was for trying to hunt me. I am esteemed of God and I am Athena the War Goddess who rides the Golden Chariots and fights for the Kingdom of God.

Dwayne: "Oh. Well I am the eye of God and the Wisdom of his heart is in my wings, Goddess. I am the messenger of God."

Raven: "Maybe, we should be of the same nature instead of contrair. But so step on me, I will strike you down as Athena if you hunt me as the Raven.

 Dwayne: "I am the messenger of God. Understood."

Mark, a family man of code lives for Christ and honors with his family and fast chariots of the sky. He is a Greek Citizen and finely shaped and has a beautiful body and mind of virtuous and fervish attitude. He soon begins to trek of his family in the Mediterranean and he is in the Olive fields with his child.


 He realizes of his fate when a women named Athena comes through and strikes him in the field with her arrow.

Mark: "Geeze Woman!! What was that for?"

Raven" "I am Athena, a Great Goddess and a Warrior of God. Jasmine, the favored, has been kidnapped and the messenger of the eye of God, Dwayne, has sent me to you to save her."

Mark: "Of where is this woman?"

Raven: "She is the chosen of God to carry out his Kingdom and save the human race from destruction. You must find the Wolf Daniel, her counterpart, and save her with him for you have made a grave and terrible mistake against her. She is the Aphrodite of God's Kingdom and has been kidnapped by the Scepter. A Staff of the Roman Emperor Euclesius.

Mark: "Oh! Figures, I get to get all the women out of trouble all the time and save their soul. I screwed up and Oh to my fate of saving the honor of a lovely woman against an evil foe! Why me?"

Raven: "Because you are to rescue her to learn of the Kingdom of God for your village and your family for this is how you are to survive."

 Daniel is howling. Howls, Transforms from Wolf to man looking for Jasmine at her village.

Daniel: "Jasmine where are you?" He looks beyond the house, in the olive fields, asks her family and no-one can find her.

 Daniel: "Where is she?"

Mark is in the her village asking about her. Daniel swiftly turns back to wolf.

 Mark: "Are you the one I'm supposed to look for the acquired Jasmine with?" He says to Daniel the wolf.

Daniel: "Yes. For She is my Owner."

Mark: "Well I already have a woman in my village and yet I am going to be her savior for I heard and it is said; she is acquired of the Kingdom of God. Are you Daniel?"

Daniel turns back to wolf form and grapples with Mark.

 Daniel says: "She is to be my owner I will fight for her. If we both win and I don't over-power you and you overpower me you will be her savior and she will still be my owner. Mark: Grapples and wins.

Mark: "Told you I was strong. Let's go search for Jasmine. Both of Us."

They both leave her Greek Village and find a Roman army.

 Jasmine: "Daniel Help! They are after the Kingdom of God!!"

Mark: "I'll Save You Honey."

Mark Wallops the Roman with their own Scepter, pulls Jasmine from their Grip with his army.

Daniel knaws at them with his muscle fighting them off best he knows how.

Mark takes Jasmine Home.

 Jasmine: "Thank you!! We almost lost our village and our Kingdom. I owe you my love and I give you my crown. Can I be of service to your heart?

Mark: "How about a back and foot-rub honey?

Jasmine: "I can do that with my fine oils and prepare my love."

Daniel feeling defeated leaves the house sad.

Jasmine runs out after him and says: "Daniel, Daniel! You know I am the owner of your heart. Please don't leave me! I am your lover."

 Mark: "As I am a man of God. I only need 1 woman. I will leave to my village and family tomorrow Jasmine.

 Jasmine: "You have won the crown of God of everlasting life in our village for your deed Mark! I am pleased with you. Please share the message and prepare those in your village of our inherited Kingdom.

Mark Leaves..

 Daniel whimpers as a Wolf and walks in, turns into a deeply engraved and beautifully handsome man and hangs his head and hugs Jasmine.

Daniel: "Jasmine that scared me. I thought that was it. I am so glad I didn't lose my lover. I have brought you 2 ladies! Roxy, the International worker for Your Kingdom and Rockquel, the Soldier girl for your heart. Also, a Raven from the Heavens, an Eagle's Eye and a Snowy Owl's Wings. -With this Wisdom we bless ourselves of the Kingdom of God and prepare Our Hearts."

Jasmine: "Daniel, this will be as of our own Kingdom. A Kingdom on the Earth prepared for a Kingdom in the Heavens. All the people of this story and Our World Today. Our Love Still Exists. Do not forget the Wolf of Our Safety...Our Men of Men and Men of Fame and the Birds of Heaven Glorify God to Time Indefinite for Holy Rulers In Our World will Indeed Inherit God's Earthly and Heavenly Kingdom." "Amen."

A Movie I'd Like To See

WE always focused on Jesus Ransom Sacrifice but How About Focusing on God's Kingdom based upon the literal and modern world today? Here is an excerpt from my blog. Follow "Perceivances of View" posts to see what I mean. What about a Success story for OUr MODERN DAy WOrld So ThEY Can Understand? That there's a Kingdom Here? And look at Disney!!! They've been preaching it to little kids all along!! Wow!!!!!! I have so much to say despite this Corona-virus epidemic. Yeah, the bad will likely always be there to persecute us but it reminds me of the Good of God's Kingdom. Though Satan has roamed the Earth for millions of years trying to destroy God's creation as the devil; slain as he is; we now can look forward to a time of increased improvement. Increased improvement with this???? You might say, but let me explain to You what I See!!! I accidentally just read this last night by accident. I have always had dreams of the appointed time when unnecessary wars cease to roam the Earth and the computational understanding of what was meant for mankind through the governing projects over the years that through all the old-folklore History and Bible Stories along with archaeological sites brought me to this understanding. Yes, there was a spiritual Israel and it was 12,000 out of every tribe, tongue, and nation. I didn't think it was so real and matched up so well until I read a century old book and realized yes it matched to the times of the Renaissance and the mid-evil periods where there were sacrifices made and the altars were up in temples and you had God's ark. I read about God's Ark in the Bible and noted first in this Century 1910 old book that it was explaining these times. That it wasn't to come but that it already happened on the Earth. And God's old disciples told us, "Expect this." There was the story of King Solomon and in the back of this 1910 book there was a relaxed article talking in old society here in the U.S. and Great Britain about a Bill of Rights!!!! That I thought was cooler than heck because that was the time we split from Great-Britain or England and became the United States. Well, earlier in the years we started relating about levels of authority such as Lord, God, and Peasant/Slave. In the Mid-evil period we had many Kings and Queens that ruled the Earth. We had levels of authority that clearly all old civilization was learning about. And isn't it odd we have all this History from Egypt with the proper burial and Greeks with their fine taste? All these stories of Great Spirits and Demons once roamed the Earth. Can you believe that the Great War of Armageddon might have been the times of WWII already much-so and the Wars before that? It may not make sense to you now but it made sense to me long-ago already and I want you to understand the Earth's purpose and the understanding of Human-History and the computational longevity that mankind achieved for itself with the help of God! You see..., Doctor's always talk about longevity. Longevity was a calculation of survival. And the History proved to us that we were supposed to have a second Eden. We had times of hard-ship and distraught war-fare. Now look at us all? We have this sickness and yes I do think we came close to the World ending. BUT-We have this understanding.., that we are able to pick up again and survive with God's Purpose. Now this is why I feel we have achieved God's Kingdom. Because the purpose came about where we had a Strong World. It came about because our leader understood a computational abstract for the World's survival. And there is no need for you to be jealous because with hard work and effort you can do it with Your World Leader's too. When I say this I mean Nobles. I mean that I think we have found our Purposes and that now it is time more than ever to help one another press on to maturity! You see, old ancestors knew God's Purpose was for all the salvation of Mankind. He realized everybody had a purpose and that there was a time for everything. That yes, you must not give up on Honest and Noble adventures and that yes you must give up the devil to his temptation and he will stop harassing you. That with a little support and everyone's fair effort going out towards the World Endeavors that for once and all God said his Kingdom is Here! And Must I SAy, Does Anything good come ever from anything negative? And that straying from God's will only proved to increase suffering and illness. Well, now our only challenge is surviving this illness. But Our Leaders are being NOble...! In the U.S. we've had our share but I can say I hope the good faith spreads to your part of the World too to alleviate your suffering as well. Hold onto the concept of God's Kingdom. For with it is the gem of Mankind's survival. We musn't give up! And...must I say that President Trump will go down in History being one of the Most Remarkable President's because of the Warrior inside of him to tackle this Humongous mess and provide for us all! He started the Cares Act and they put the bill into action. Now, I'm curious how many other leaders did this. But he provided for us and I helped him provide. And when you lead you must understand if you have the headship that part of the Responsibility is Providing for your family. Now, although this isn't perfect everyplace God did promise us that "when you ask,..." "You Receive." May you receive this blessing in your mind and heart. Jessica Gerlemann

2/29/2020 Afternoon Beach California "The LOVE of Hawke"

2/29/2020 Afternoon Beach California

                                                  "The LOVE of Hawke"
                                                             By: Jessica Lee Gerlemann

2/29/2020 Afternoon Beach California  “The LOVE of Hawke”

 

         

Introduction:

 

 

I was headed on my way into work when suddenly I’m surprised by my own surmises again.  Half the world is playing with me in Baja.  I’m driving my Lamborghini in its teal color.  I just came from Ed’s and Caroline’s house.  There is an old Ford that pulls up behind me and shines its bright led lights on me.  Suddenly there are helicopters overhead and I just want to get to work safely.  The thoughts running through my head.  Who were my recent enemies?  What kind of criminals had followed me from Sacramento?  There had been some killings, turmoil, protests and unrest there.  I park my car into the garage of the house at Janine’s and we instantly become best friends as I watch the helicopter searching outside for the Ford that suddenly appeared from behind me about midnight.  I had wondered what had been going on.  Who had I crossed paths with?  Did I almost meet my life’s end again?  And this time half asleep and none the wiser?  And yet, I knew my Brother Ken was in the FBI looking after the guys like me.  I had a few friends in my time.  Particularly women in which I romanticized.  The next day I went home and fell asleep.  Woke back up two days later and wondered if it was all just a dream!  Was I?

 

Chapter 1: [My Letters to Wolf]

At the waterfall s I kissed you.  But you could have betrayed me.  At first you did when you left and insulted me and called my friend a loser.  However, who knows what his intentions were as well.  If I hadn’t of learned to work with you we all would have been dead.  What’s worse is I feel I cannot trust anyone to help me personally in this and I don’t know how this world is going to get to get the help it needs if you stop me.  But I see you in this and this group of people I am in.  Betrayal happens all the time.  I’d like to think it’d be best if we left it up to the ones that care for our well-being  or the maltreatment, war & famine occur once again because of the common mistakes we make the most.  But in the care-keeping you are going to find the look-alikes, posers, & the breaking down of the government.  As long as this happens you won’t have true peace.  Don’t support the corruption or enable the abuse.  And God knows be careful with yourself!  In a sea of unworthiness and an ocean full of people are ignorant Motherfuckers who monopolize things while the innocent ones only want justi ece.  In an ocean full of people there is always an ounce of potential but a likeability of a characteristic that is a threat to your well-being and livelihood.  You must eradicate it from yourself or the wickedness of that characteristic will eradicate you!  Therefore…Learn from the mistake, change the course of action, and build a better life with me –Together!!! One with no downfalls.  If only people didn’t manipulate and hurt one another to a point of no overcoming and just wickedness because of the poor survival skills that they were taught!  In many cases with the psychologically abused you find the want of power and control in one’s life.  You find repeat abusers in  the people who have been badly abused and need the time to emotionally heal.  Repeat abusers or victims of warfare will lash out as the World and break it in their heart-break and anger until somebody helps them cope.  Without re-direction towards the skills of coping and positive characteristics there is none.  But at least if you don’t believe in God believe in Justice!!!  For all life-situations are equivocal .  Maslow has taught us about the coping skills we need my love.  The Hierarchy of Needs that one must possess.  Love & Nurture comes with a sense of peace & tranquility my beautiful Heroine. 

 

Chapter 2

Peace & Tranquility was achieved Wolf.    In an ocean of healthy well human beings we are now abiding.  However, my Love, know that as long as we exist to be repeat abusers and hurt one another the breakdown of the government will be the end of our fate, our love, our acceptance into this world.  However much government exists; it only exists by God and good communication.  However long as people run it, it will experience corruption.  That’s why we offer Reform.  If I came from Germany and Germany believed in war but I came to America for a place of freedom.  We can’t let them take the Pride for One’s Love For Their Country away from US.  Much less, the knack for the need of Justice for the innocent and those who have been victims of warfare!  Who, my great transgressor, has the right to change that??  Who has the right when God is a  real being that granted us life for eternity to live forever in Peace & Harmony in the First Place!?  God granted us life!  The  best answers we have are in the characteristics of the World, Our Knowledge, & Ourselves.  Our America, even, if you will.  For as long as the world exists humans will try to corrupt and dishearten one another and abuse one another –Until We learn war no more.  –There is always a Time for War & a Time for Peace!!!! – You’re a fool to tell another human being that they have no chance at life at all when life is all you’ve been given and they can take yours!  For every wicked acting person is a person of peace  somewhere else who Will treat you better & Love Who You Are & Be Your Friend.  Most of all…. –Be Your Own Friend.  They are fools for A) Pushing you around B) Trying to control you C) lording or powering over you and telling you you have no chances, -No power or Authority to Chang your life when once again it is –yours.

                                                Sincerely,

                                                                                    Hawke.

Chapter 3

          They had taken me to the Hospital.  I didn’t know what to expect.  This time I had actually went on my first date.  Jen and Darren said he was driving 80MPH.  Funny thing was I was under a blanket on the floorboard in the back and didn’t even notice.  I had my Semi-Automatic and I loved the man I was with tremendously for his soft eyes and his loving heart and how he was warm to the touch.  I had gotten to the hospital and naturally again in was either full of criminals or kids with criminal like tendencies, behavioral problems or abuse victims. I was wore.  I needed to get the rest this time that I deserved thanks to my friends.  I noticed how touchy people were.  A need to be my friend and yet a social barrier and a boundary line not to cross so that both parties did not take action profusely wrong against the other.  I can definitely say that I saw a difference.  I often thought about the men and which ones I loved the most.  What’s worse was,…I knew I only needed one but that a group of them beckoned for me..as much as I wished to be at peace with time and my husbandly owner, my true love-Hensen.  I had thought I knew everything about a man –in all shades –in all areas.  It seemed I had always learned something new.  I loved the fact how my faith in this group of men loving me was perhaps infallible although the characteristics of their sensibility over one woman or any woman they fantasized about deeply flawed-.  I couldn’t think of a better way to put it into writing.  She was 5’’7   102 lbs.  She would have gotten away with being  Bigfoot the Indian  if they would have let her.  But the task would have been too flawed. 

 

Chapter 4

She couldn’t think of the way that she could express her love and her hate of injustice to these people.  She had been through so much.  At times emotionally distraught but always able to deal with the problems near at hand better than anyone else she had known.  If they hadn’t of attempted  on her when she was young.  Sometimes it just took people to have the realization of One’s self.  To understand that deep down they were someone different than what they had perceived them to be.  At worse-She was a man of war. At best- She was a wife eternally enveloped with the love of her surpassor.   Forever she dedicated herself to one work.  The work of Justice & Love in her life and others.  Yet, sometimes with reality she had come to notice that she wasn’t the only one victimized, attempted on, loved, beat, or even hated.  Sometimes she even had to be careful because in a town near Baja was Sacramento and L.A. where there were some gangs and she couldn’t wear the color purple.  A feigned color of furvish value that represented the wine of Christ’s blood that her Momma had passed on to her in faith.  Forever more, she couldn’t fathom the world in a irrevocable place full of graveyards and tombs with burned bodies and no vegetation much like the recent warfare in lesser privileged countries.  So her and her men…They fought internationally for better conditions, for more love, peace & tranquility in the hope and remembrance of the –Love that made these individual men what they were before a time of almost surpassed warfare.  In the End –These Men…Learned to Love from –One strong woman with a 3-fold cord and surpassed and spread the –Love and ExaMPLE to other Women of ages and strong ability to help lead the International Government in Strong & Dignified Ways.  Forever would –Hope’s Faith last.  Forever –NATIONS WOULD HOPE IN HIM.  HIS**- COURTS RULED BY SAGACIOUSNESS.  IN ALL ASPECTS BRIDGES BUILT FROM HEART TO HEART AND THE NEGATIVITIES MINIMIZED ON AND ACTIONS ALL DONE IN WISDOM, FAITH, & TIME TO HEAL THE HEARTS OF SPADES, THE DIAMOND OF HEARTS, THE CLUB OF HEARTS AND THE HEART ITSELF TO A POINT OF FULFILLMENT IN THE WORDS OF THE DOCTRINES--.                                                      -FOREVER & EVER**                                                                                                                            IN GOD & FATHER-

AMEN

                                                         

 

 

         

 

"Rabbit Hole" Play Review

 Fiction Into Film 14 October“Rabbit Hole” The play Saturday October 9, 2010 was a success. I was rather surprised because it was so simple and it was the type of play where they read some of the script. The play “Rabbit Hole” was by David Lindsay-Abaire. The four main characters were Howie, Becca, Izzy and Nat of course with the exception of the young boy who accidentally hit Becca and Howie’s child Danny. It went exceptionally well. The director originally for the play was directed by Daniel Sullivan. In this play though, Grace Austin directed Amanda Barkley, Holly and the other actors in the play. Each gave a 100% effort and the illustrations of the role they played were well. The set design consisted of a well maintained kitchen with black cabinets and a black fridge/refrigerator. The refrigerator was full of goodies that Becca made. There was a couch, lamp and t.v. on the opposite end of the stage well maintained and kept. In the play, part of the props were Danny’s toys that Becca decided to get rid of because they reminded her of him and thinks that the house should be sold to get rid of the memory. Clothes were also part of the prop. Becca got her laundry and folded it. There is also a stereo where music was played. Costumes were normal dress. Howie came home to his wife Becca in business attire. Becca and Izzy and Nat wore regular everyday clothes. At night the play showed Becca in her night clothes reading a letter that had a story dedicated to Danny from the boy who accidentally hit him when he ran into the street. Each of the characters had a very good idea of their role and understood the feeling and emotions that were supposed to be associated with their role as well. The special effects consisted of music and dimmed lighting when there was a change from scene to scene. They had a very good choice of music. Lighting focused on the characters change or switch in role. The light shined from one actor to another when the attention changed to a different actor. Music also played during intermissions. The overall performance was a brilliant play about a family that lost their son. One day Becca had to run in to answer the phone when her son Danny was out in the yard. Boys like dogs so they follow dogs. The dog ran into the street and Danny followed. Danny got hit by a young teenage driver who couldn’t stop in time. Becca and Howie both live in deep regrets even though it wasn’t their fault whatsoever. Becca is haunted by Danny’s memory because her life consist of the day to day living in the same old house that he grew up in before he got killed. Becca insists they get rid of the house and sell it. Howie supports their decision and starts to put it up for sale and allow shows of the home. Events consisted of Izzy’s birthday and fights that went on that were arguments between Becca and Howie. Becca accidentally recorded over Danny’s tape and Howie got upset because it was the only tape they had of him. They also chose to change his room and get rid of his toys as they move on. There was a nice and simple ending were Becca asks, “What do we do now?” as she holds Howie’s hands after much triumph in overcoming their battles as a young couple. Becca has trouble dealing with her feelings and emotions at first over the loss of her son and Howie is angry as well. Howie recommend therapy and then quits when Izzy, Becca’s sister finds him spending time with another woman because Becca is sometimes unbearable. Howie then quits therapy. Eventually in the end they grow closer together because of the loss of their son wondering what’s next.